____________________________________It`s exactly what you think it is.

marți, 19 septembrie 2017

Pedepse și gânduri

Măi! Noi creștem! Noi creștem chiar și atunci când nu facem nimic, chiar și atunci când dormim, chiar și atunci când nu știm ce facem. Noi creștem în orice moment atâta timp cât nu ne vom da peste mână sau peste cap - să ne pedepsim pentru ce am făcut (sau nu am făcut), sau căutăm pe alții de-alde noi care să ne pedepsească. Și noi suntem buni la pedepsit. Tare buni.

De cele mai dese ori mă pedepsesc prin mâncare. Și cel mai grav e că la fel sărbătoresc micile victorii.
Mă mai pedepsesc cu tot felul de gânduri despre cine și cum sunt. Și apropo, în ultimul timp mă prind că nu le mai cred deja, dar nu încetez să mi le spun pentru că știu că pedeapsa ”este necesară”, și alta încă nu am inventat.

Și sunt zile din alea când caut gânduri, dar ele nu sunt. Pur și simplu nu-s. Este doar ceea ce văd și ce simte corpul meu. (Și e un pic amuzant când în jur sunt oameni, da eu pur și simplu nu pot deschide gura pentru că nu am ce spune. Parcă-parcă se naște o frântură de idee, dar atât de repede dispare că nici nu-mi mai pot aminti despre ce a fost.)

Eu numesc asta victorie! Eu numesc asta eliberare! (Ea vine și pleacă când vrea. Încă nu ne-am înțeles cum să facem să ne dăm întâlnire mai des, dar suntem aproape de acest pas).

miercuri, 13 septembrie 2017


Her name is Ines.

We met almost two years ago. Both came from different corners of the world to learn.

She said ”I support people in finding their superpower”.  That moment I thought it`s just a cute promo message.

But her eyes!

Ines has the eyes of a grounded person. It seems she has been somewhere, did something, and now everything is clear for her.

One year later we met again. Same place. Same message to present herself - ”I support people in finding their superpower”. But this time I took it for real, this is her real mission.

Last minutes spent together were in the train station, early morning, both heading in different directions and making plans to meet again.

And then she said: "You almost found your superpower. You are close. Keep going."

Everything seemed so real and natural that moment. We both knew what she was talking about. (I almost knew.)

"Everybody has his/her own superpower. It`s the mission. It`s the best thing that person can do. It`s when you are happy to do what you do."

Sometimes I am wondering how come I was so lucky to meet her eyes?

Sometimes I imagine our next meeting, and then I become happy.

joi, 2 martie 2017

The power.
One book says that in every group people will choose to whom to give the power.  

And this is so simple and you would say that it`s true and of course this how is was since ever. 
But today, again, the very usual things make a lot of sense. 

And how about the ones who receive the power they are afraid of? 
It brings some responsibility as well and more time around people and then it`s also the time to give. To give something that some don't even believe they have. 

That will be a very funny ping-pong and very weird as well for the observers. 

p.s. And we also have our inner power. But this everybody's own business.

luni, 20 februarie 2017

Don`t leave Vienna without a kiss.
I left a kiss. I left a smile. And took a very warm thought from a stranger. 
It made me laugh like a kid of so many beautiful coincidences that I preffer to call hints.

The Sun met me in his own perfect way. 
I`m sure He is in love with me. The colours of today said this.

And the ways bacome so easy and naturaly to follow. 
And don`t leave Vienna without a kiss.

Before coming here I found one more stone for me. 
Let`s see. 

marți, 7 februarie 2017

There was a time in my life when dancing was part of it.
Now I faced that dance again.

That connection between two who will fall in love for a few minutes.The moment when being strong and leading is the way I disconnect.

Same dance, but how much it taught me today. I run in front of the music because the stillness brings too much fear. When nothing is happening too many things are happening.

But today I`ve also learned there is no stillness. My hips are moving. And they need time and freedom to move.

This year is about passion and love.
And again it came up from a totally unexpected corner.
The passion. It brings so much power and light.
And then the flow is there, and nothing else exists.
Nothing else.


vineri, 27 ianuarie 2017

There are days when I imagine myself entering the room full of chairs and people. The room looks ordinary because the story is not about it. It can be different every day.

What I see there is my chair. I know that it is my place, and also everybody else knows it. That`s why nobody invites me to take it as this is my own business. It`s me and the chair who decide when we meet.

But I wait to be invited. And nothing happens because nobody dares to give me my place. Because they, unlike me, they know it`s me who decides.

I take my power back from the place it was waiting for me.
I take my place.
I have my power.

THE place. It came in the moment I came. 

And everybody has his own place.